Triz and Emotions

OneTriz, like all humans, feels emotion. However, Triz feels emotions on a very shallow and mild level. Her emotions do not mean much or last long. It is a very meaningless life, she remembers a meme that was like "That feel when you manage to distract yourself for another 24 hour period to the point of dissociation in your crippingly meaningless, isolated life." The words "crippingly meaningless and isolated" stood out to her the most. Generally, any display of emotion she expresses is highly exaggerated.

Anxiety: OneTriz does not feel anxiety on a conscious level. This is a massive detriment to her schoolwork. She almost failed 9th grade, and is currently failing 10th. However, she believes that her anxiety is felt as boredom instead. See the section on boredom.

Boredom: OneTriz is generally bored and restless. She tries to distract herself from the boredom by fidgeting, listening to music, and going online.

Anger: OneTriz often expresses anger to her parents that she does not really mean. This, like boredom, seems like a manifestation of her anxiety. It was reduced when she got put on Abilify in 2018.

Happiness: OneTriz is almost never happy and cannot think of much that would make her happy. She seems the most happy when a fulfilling discussion is achieved.

Sadness: OneTriz sometimes feels a very shallow sadness and often vents about it online. She never makes long posts on it because she is always brought back to a baseline neutrality after a while.

Remorse: OneTriz does not feel remorse as far as she is aware of. However, she is not completely without a conscience. She will not purposefully plan out anything to hurt people, but if she breaks one of her moral tenants out of impulse, she will not feel remorseful or guilty.

Shame: OneTriz does not feel shame on a conscious level. She can go on about disgusting things and habits without the slightest care in the world, and often has, but she's trying to pull back on it. Sometimes she feels an emotion she can't identify as quite shame or uneasiness.

Confusion: OneTriz rarely feels confused but it's often accompanied with a feeling of what she considers to be wrongness. It is one of her least favorite emotions for that reason.

Loneliness: OneTriz does not quite recognize loneliness, but she may feel a form of it when she wallows about not having close friends.

Love: OneTriz feels as if she is incapable of forming bonds with people. This is what made her believe she had Schizoid Personality Disorder in 2020. She distinctly remembers feeling them before, which is why she does not believe she is a psychopath.

Empathy: OneTriz does not feel empathy for any living being. Ironically, she is very self-pitiful though.

Hatred: OneTriz is too emotionally numb to truly hate anyone or anything.